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As Seen in the Sideview Mirror

by wolf kardelj

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This morning I was awoken by the loudest sound I felt the force of the earth turning around Call it an insight, or a dose of madness A sense of bliss, or something that’s amiss I just can’t believe that it’s come to this Wearing a shirt about something that never happened It’s just a sign of the times Whatever you can do to pass the time Whatever it’s a victimless crime (Coming soon, to a neighborhood near you) The Wandering Youth Gathered under Ethan’s roof In lieu of anything to do Later in the night our imaginations took flight Down the fire escape, a quest for respite Another escape from the madness A search for bliss, something we may have missed At least I think I understand this The answer lies in your favorite off-white brand The color of Navajo Sands Keeping us from going mad In the face of society’s demands (The latest tribune, a stellar opinion review) “The Wandering Youth: Speaks another kind of truth It never gets old”
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Walking past the alma mater Thinking back to the days when we felt like fodder Thinking back now couldn't be any odder Next thing you'll know, we'll have sons and daughters Preaching that the devil hath wrought us But all we do is bare witness to the night And I'm becoming increasingly aware There's no reason to put up a fight All we do is bare witness to the night Winter took a hike We are the ministers of the 3 a.m. sermon Dedicated to middle class suburban men With too much time on their hands Yes, Compton Ct. is just around the bend But our loudest thoughts on politics and economics Will never be the reprimand Yes all we do is bare witness to the night And I'm becoming increasingly aware We are not the ones who decide what is right All we do is bare witness to the night Winter took a hike Someone surely thinks we are all deranged Dynamics of conversation all the same Some people you can just talk to until the end of days Some people just revel in the strange -------------------------------------------------------------- I remember when we bore witness To another night It was supposed to be the end of the world And we can only pretend to be immortal For the rest of our lives And the Battle Between Winter and Spring Caught us in the act of existing Sometimes it seems the grass is only green On the other side of East Lansing They say you can't escape from the past Well maybe we left it under the walking bridge Or on the bench by the hiding ridge Places we have often been And the Battle Between Winter and Spring Caught us in the act of existing (I can't believe this is happening) Sometimes it seems the grass is only green (I think I need a change of scenery) On the other side of East Lansing Someone surely thinks we are all deranged Dynamics of conversation all the same Some people you can just talk to Others revel in the strange Me, I don't know when to turn the page
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A Blank Page 05:15
Snow is falling down No one is around The world is silent save for the distant late night drivers Godspeed There is a feeling I don't care to explain When I can see my breath upon the windowpane A Christmas display in someone's living room At this hour only seen by people just like me Everything is white Old paths out of sight One set of footprints will lead you to the lone soul Wrapped tightly in his coat There is a feeling I don't care to explain When I can see my breath upon the windowpane Streetlight casting my shadow on A Blank Page Now I know it to be the latest version of me

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Synopsis:

As Seen in the Sideview Mirror opens with a dream sequence of the main character, Mr. Sleepwalker, on a winter morning. He is having a very pleasant dream about nothing in particular. In the end, Mr. Sleepwalker is woken up by his phone, to which he responds with a heavy sigh.

The Wandering Youth takes place at a friend’s house the night after Am I Still Dreaming. Several of Mr. Sleepwalker’s friends are present at said friend's house. They are all in their early 20's. In the first moments of his stay, Mr. Sleepwalker explains to his friends how he was rudely awakened earlier that morning, and how his dream felt like a premonition. The conversation then transforms into the topic of apathy and the things one does to stay occupied. Another question is raised about how a sense of peace (or moreover, a feeling of blissful ignorance) is to be maintained amidst the informational excess that plagues the millennial generation. The immediate answer, the group decides, is escapism. Drinks are passed around, and a drum circle is formed from household objects. After all, at midnight it would be December 21st, 2012, the rumored date of the world's end.

The Battle Between Winter and Spring takes place immediately after the Wandering Youth. Mr. Sleepwalker and his friends have decided to go for a walk in their suburban hometown, in the earliest hours of the morning. They have seemingly been spared of the world's cruel fate. Psychedelic substances have kicked into full gear. The weather is cold and snow is on the ground, despite it being unseasonably warm earlier in the week. This inspires conversation about personal change and adaptation. The group first discusses their younger selves, and then how quickly and painfully they’ve grown up. They have learned about the present situation of the Earth and their small part in it, as well as how futile it is to try and keep up with everything that's happening. At best the group feels overwhelmed and powerless. It is underlined how easily simple differences between people can be viewed as madness in a certain light, themselves walking around past 3am in the cold a perfect case for psychoanalysis. Eventually, the group delves into how denial, staying in one physical place, and being on different pages than those around us all can impede the process of self-growth and self-actualization. Mr. Sleepwalker finds he identifies most readily with the last part about different pages.

In A Blank Page, Mr. Sleepwalker has said goodbye to his friends and is again alone with his thoughts. He continues to wander about a quieter neighborhood as snow begins to fall. The only sounds heard are his footsteps, his breathing, and that of the occasional car passing by on the nearby highway, audible but not visible. He feels very isolated in both mind and spirit. But Mr. Sleepwalker's shadow upon the newly fallen snow is symbolic of a new understanding; a union of his past self with his present, and an invitation to begin the next chapter in his life.

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Dedicated to Sergei Babayan, Jake Wellman, Ethan Peterson, Josh Bosman, and all of the other survivors of the December 21st 2012 apocalypse.

Special thanks to Taylor Hall, Mary Cavolo-Kardell, Robert Kardell, Matias Brimmer, Sam Stark, Josh Stark, Sam Sprague, Isaac Sprague, Mara Zumberg, Steve Pliska, Alec Schumann, Ian Vamossy, Dustin Wahbe, Connor Doyle, Alex Mejia, Adam Angyalosi, Oscar Pena, Tyler Lowman, Roshanne Etezady, Jules Pegram, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

Equipment/Software Used:
Yamaha MM6
Behringer ULTRATONE K450FX
Audio-Technica AT2010
Presonus Audiobox 2x2
Samsung Galaxy S4

Steinberg Cubase AI 5
Audacity 1.3

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released December 1, 2015

All tracks written, recorded, and produced by Wolf Kardelj.

Photo credit ©2015 Wolf Kardelj. Pictures in the Sideview Mirror.

Story based on actual events. Used with permission.

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